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sometimes dysphoric about face idk but sometimes not
8 days and im roungly a year on HRT

  • dandelion (she/her)@lemmy.blahaj.zoneEnglish
    3·
    6 hours ago

    In general yes, though most of your photos are from the same angle which makes it hard to actually tell.

    The last photo is clocky imo (probably from the way the shadows lay on your face?) - but still androgynous boy at worst (more ambiguous than obviously male, if that makes sense).

    The other photos lean more fem for me - if I try to see a boy I can sorta make my brain do that, but what I see by default is a girl (maybe partially because the t-shirt primes me to see that, but your skin is also soft, there’s no beard shadow, etc.).

    (Take this all with a grain of salt, not everyone will be able to see you like I can - I also have the brainworms. Just like for you, gender dysphoria warps my perception of myself and others.)

    • erin@quokk.auOPEnglish
      5·
      12 hours ago

      thank you!!

      HOW TO GET RID OF BRAINWORMS??? okay im started working with good psychotherapist so patience

      my biggest brainworm is dating 3 years ago when i was very dysphoric egg craking and music teacher said BOYS VOICE BREAKS AT PUBERTY GROWS THROAT , VOICE CORDS AND GROOWS (!)JAW(!)

      after that im dysphoric about my jaw at some ANGLES that its grow on testoshitrone but on photos its seems like ± SAME than PRE puberty

      so is 110℅ brain worm from trauma

  • Im_old@lemmy.worldEnglish
    7·
    12 hours ago

    I would say yes. Letting your hair grow a little more would help maybe. Hope all the best to you!