Do it! Ive def been there my friend, and i can tell you that it feels good as hell. If you find comfort in “act like youve been there before” then more power to you, but i also think that people should be free to be excited about things! Enthusiasm is great for your self esteem, or at least it is for me!
I recently reconnected with an ex after coming out and we have become good friends again. It feels so good to have a close female friend, but there is one moment in particular that sticks with me. We were talking about relationships and stuff and i was unsure if i should tell a saucy story and she said “omg tell me everything. You’re one of the girlies now!” I nearly cried. I think about that comment all the time.
Theres no way to tell when and by how much your orgasms will change, but I can certainly share my personal experience.
Im about 3 months into HRT right now, and i have noticed some gradual changes in how my orgasms feel. It started with a gradually more “full body” experience and also i started to have better results using a vibrator instead of stroking. I first started noticing those changes around the 2 month mark, and they have gradually progressed since then. In the last week or so i have been able to have a second smaller (and dry) climax after the first, which is exciting.
That is cute as hell!
Your story sounds very familiar to me! I recently came to terms with the fact that I am transgender, so i think i am in a similar place to you right now, or at least i was very recently. When I had my “awakening” it helped me recontextualize a lot of feelings that i didnt even know were there. I played a female character in a Pathfinder game and felt really attatched to her in a way that i hadn"t felt with my male characters. I even has some art commissioned of her that i use as a profile picture, and i use her name as my username on lots of sites (including this one!).
It made me remember a time in middle school when i was at a birthday party with mostly girls and we had a scavenger hunt at the mall. One of the objectives was to take a picture with a bra on over your clothes, and i quickly volunteered. At the time i thought it was just funny as the only guy in the group, but in retrospect i was very excited to try it on. Ive had a girlfriend give me a full face of makeup and it made me feel really good about myself. Ive been painting my nails and doing nail art for several years. Some of my guy friends paint their nails too, but it was always a different vibe. They would do solid dark colors and i would do bright colors, sometimes with patterns or shapes, and it always felt really nice.
Throughout all of these experiences i never seriously questioned my gender. It only occurred to me around a month ago that I might actually be a woman, and thay made me recontextualize all of these things years afterward. I’m 26 AMAB and i kind of thought it was too late for me to discover something fundamental about myself like this, but that’s not true! It’s never too late to be yourself.
Ultimately nobody can say what gender you are except you, but i feel a lot of kinship with the experiences you have described. I reccomend that you experiment a little, maybe buy some women’s underwear to wear under your regular clothes, or if your girlfriend is supportive and you feel safe, try some of her clothes on. The thing that solidified my feelings on the matter was shaving my legs. It was a huge moment of euphoria for me and basically removed any doubt i had.
I hope you find the answers you are looking for!
Ive been painting my nails for a few years, so thats definitely part of my repertoire already. Maxi skirts definitely look like a winner! Is there some trick to figure out my size for women’s clothes? Im a little intimidated by the idea of shopping in person, but im guessing ill just have to work up the courage and experiment.
I tried an electrical razor, but ended up using a regular bladed one. Ive heard of those cremes, but kind of assumed they didnt work very well. I’ll have to try that out! Sounds much easier.
This is a fever dream take lol
Im curious why your conception of a warlock must be able to be confused with a wizard or sorcerer from an outside perspective. That has never been an aspect of warlocks in 5e that I valued, or something I particularly wanted to emphasize.
To me, a warlock character could be made using any number of classes present in pf2, including the aforementioned sorcerer, wizard and witch, but also the psychic or oracle. The fantasy of having a patron is not something that must be expressed mechanically IMO, because it ultimately boils down to “you have a connection with this powerful NPC and you need to consider their wants/needs/demands or else there may be consequenses”