Thank you all for the support yesterday and the day before! All the love, the understanding, the support, the encouragement, and most of all the stories reeeeeaaaaallllyyyy helped me. I spent a good chunk of my day yesterday playing starfield and looking at trans/egg memes, and I think yall maybe right. I still am not sure who I am but I can say with a bit more confidence

Hi, I’m Nissa!

I talked with my wife last night, told her I thought I was trans and let her read my post and all of your comments. I sat there scared and crying while she read. She gave me a bit hug and told me she loved me no matter what. She said even if it turns out she married a woman, she will stay by my side and support me with anything and everything thing my future might hold. I showed her a brallete and panties set I thought was really cute and she bought it for me.

Right now the only thing I know for sure my future holds is talking to my therapist and loesing 30lbs, but for my health not because I’m trans.

When I woke up this morning my first clear headed though was “ugh I don’t want to get up”. My second clear headed thought was “I’m Nissa, and thats okay.” and to thank you for being here, listening to me, and helping me. It really means the world to me.

I occasionally whisper in my head, ‘I’m Nissa, and that’s okay’ and it makes me smile. Thank you again from the bottom of my heart, today is a bright new day and I have a bright future ahead of me!

• Love Nissa