So, I Am a little over 3 months on E (4mg EEN) and yesterday I saw my boss for a meeting after quite some time (havent really seen him for like 4-6 weeks) and this man straight up sees me and is like “Wow, youre growing boobs”. I mean, yeah I Am, but I was not aware, that they are this obvious.
However, for now I have no fear that I can no longer boymode, since I wore a relatively thin (but really cool) pullover through which you can in fact see my boobs. If I wear a hoodie, you can’t see anything.
That was definitely quite an affirming and funny interaction.


Glad for you! Hope I can feel the same way about not fearing being able to boymode anymore. For now it scares me a bit about being out to everyone.
It’s been 2 months for me and people will probably think of it as fat for now (even though they are definitely growing fast). Wearing a sports bra to bind them a bit and a large sweatshirt at work. But I feel like it’s gonna be really hard to hide after 3 months.
I’m heavy at the same time this month I merely lost half a kilo (I’ve been a bit obscessed about my weight, well always have been. I’d like to be less bulky. I always felt like a small thing in a body that is too big for me. (And the clothes choice is better with smaller clothes 🥲).
But I’ve seen some changes from exercise and that’s a good thing. Just need to be able to eat healthier (which is hard task since I’m a sugar junky and compensate for probably a lack of dopamine this way.)