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@dandelion It definitely goes away. For a while, I sort of had a dual awareness. Everything was new and different, but I could also feel everything the way it used to be. I could tell which parts used to be where by sensation alone.

But those days are long gone now. There’s no more dual sensations.

I’m not sure I get much of it anymore. I think it’s more a lack of dysphoria. I still get moments of dysphoria, and moments of euphoria, but they feel like part of the background hum of life, rather than at the forefront