Franzia

Sorry, its me, I’m the loser who’s algorithm is pulling these creators towards spending the whole day with me I’m lonely

Congrats! You’re valid and you deserve to know that for yourself in your heart.

I’m sorry this happened and I’m trans so Ive certainly noticed how tough healthcare settings are for me, just getting basic care and being a family member. It does sound like you are so invested in this job, just absolutely obsessed with it. I’m not sure I’ve ever heard of this kind of excited mover and shaker type person in healthcare. From what Ive heard, it’s more militaristic - stay within your role, follow the chain of command. Follow the medical and legal protocol or your superior is getting called, whom is actually responsible for all of your actions. Nightmare on the inside sounds familiar.

Hiya. Yes you can have some girlhood and some cringe. People of all ages are awkward and clumsy and cringe and try different styles!

I’m 26 and yea this is pretty relatable. Silly belts lol.

Thats so awesome! Congrats!

Hey I’m a trans female and find this exact experience with porn very relatable. Always imagined myself as the female, really got used to a few make porn stars for being in the scenes I like.

I personally an averse to hypno but I was also interested in “sissy” content at some point.

Have you tried looking at fashion? Fashion, or even cosplay content can bring me a similar “I wanna be her” type of urge that I get when watching porn.

You’re worthy of friendship. You could have some great friends. Probably not gonna meet them at work. I can’t give much advice, I’m pre-HRT, pre-work and education, looking at a similar path that you have taken and hoping I can achieve the things you’ve achieved. Take it easy on yourself, look what all you’ve done and find people you can relate to and whose company is a gift to yourself.

This is a powerful discovery, I’m proud of you, that you did this for yourself and that you’re ready to make more changes to feel great again and again.

its actually funny, I think she made fun of the police for being fascists.

The feminine version of my first name isnt to my liking, but my parents gave me a male and female name during pregnancy and the female name is a good fit for me, I think. I’m like 80% sure.

Its been good but its been better. Im trying to reach a stable point with my home environment, and I’m getting really close. I probably have the same goals as many others in this thread and I dotn even wanna talk about it lest I jinx it, which I guess is what happened last year around this same date, I don’t really know.

Owie I think it will get better yea

She’s absolutely stunning. Beautiful cat.

Ngl she is so real for these words.

I never felt like I could relate to girls very well,”

“I love them so much. I love them as people. I’m attracted to them as people. I’m attracted to them for real.”

Eilish continued: “I have deep connections with women in my life, the friends in my life, the family in my life. 

“I’m physically attracted to them. But I’m also so intimidated by them and their beauty and their presence.”

One more win for gay bottoms. I needed this today.

Fuck yes for booby progress

Your safety comes first. That feeling of euphoria is what you deserve for your bravery and its worth living your life as your true self to feel these moments of euphoria. I think you really are trans, yeah. Not every trans peraon has super obvious trans moments in their childhood, and memory is also easily faulty. I think you may want to get in touch with the trans lifeline or the travor project. You wanna be talking to people who can help you keep this negativity at bay or open up the transition avenues to you.

Getting ny fashion tips from weird al, now, huh? Is this what rock bottom feels like?

This ia adorable. I’m really glad for your minimal effort here.

Sky are you in contact with your doctor and/or a therapist? Even your nutritionist (at your GP).

There’s value to having weight in transition but there’s also some troubleshooting that is better left to a medical professional. Fat redistribution happens when fat is gained and lost. Our bodies aren’t automatic.

Holy shit someone tried to guess your age? ☠️ never guess a woman’s age dummy.

Sorry you’re having a rough time of it. Don’t let your ability to remain confident about passing (euphoria vs dysphoria) put your transition back on the shelf. I’m just gonna keep reminding you these posts are dysphoria. This is mental unwellness speaking louder than your logical mindful brain can.

I’m going to self-host your gender.