just me

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Joined 2 years ago
Cake day: October 3rd, 2023

  • looks to me like someone just kept their phone’s camera on whatever default settings it came with and one of those settings happened to be an “enhancing” algorithm that makes a generic image “better” but give it two overlapping patterns and it gets a stroke

    edit: upon further examination, there’s a keyhole at the bottom of the door, it’s just AI, ugh






  • honestly, being able to experience the world from the perspective of someone being treated like a woman definitely helps us, trans men, to be decent men. once you get first hand experience of misogyny it’s hard to then impose that onto others (though not impossible, trans rights and trans wrongs am i rigjt fellas)




  • interestingly, i don’t have a conscious fear of needles but whatever self preservation mechanisms run in my brain go completely ape shit if i do a self injection.

    it used to take me up to 2h to do my own T shots, and sometimes those instincts would present so intensely i was inches away from passing out (tunnel vision, ringing in my ears). i don’t fear needles, i don’t fear the pain, there barely is any to begin with, but my brain is hell-bent on not getting stabbed by my own hand. piercing the skin isn’t hard, but it sometimes took me 10min of trying to make my hand move and it just would not. i had to disassociate myself with loud music or youtube videos just so i could do it, and after i finally succeeded, i was often drenched in sweat and needed chocolate to stop feeling light headed

    after 4 years of that with no improvement, i decided to just go to a local clinic and have a nurse help me, and now my T shots take a whole maybe 15min at most (other people >:|). i have no idea why that ridiculous gelatine of the head panics so violently it tries to turn off conciousness if i try to stab myself with a needle on my own, but if someone else does it’s like “huh, ok”

    just why







  • oh no i respect your position of not wanting to watch it, i recommended it to you but i won’t somehow force you to see it.

    i just don’t acknowledge your opinion of how you think you’d like no aspect of it, because well, you can’t know that without yk, having seen it



  • aww, well if you’re feeling adventurous one day and want to go exploring media you otherwise wouldn’t - i hope AtLA is the first on your list. the characters are really well written and it’s truly a great story. Do have a bit of patience with it though, the first few episodes were testing the waters, haha, and there’s many more single episode stories there with mostly just goofing around than in other seasons, a proper overaching storyline begins when the deadline is set



  • as the old programmer joke goes:

    a programmer walks into a bar, he asks for:

    -> 2 beers please

    -> 9999 beers please

    -> -5 beers please

    -> π beers please

    satisfied with the results he leaves and invites the first normal user. The normal user goes up to the barman and asks:

    “sorry where is the bathroom?”

    the bar explodes